2004-09-15 || 12:02 a.m.
.layer//REASON

i'm not a perfect person
there's many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me
tochange who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt you
it's something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why i need you to hear

i've found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

i'm not a perfect person
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you

Haha, nice song. Hoobastank is kinda kewl. I like it (= hmm... so i postponed my flight to the 21st of Sept coz of loads of reasons.
(= my acceptance letter is not here yet. my visa is unclear yet. i've still gotta prepare my new laptop. buy programs... cds... dvds...

kewl! my new laptop will have a dvd burner! might as well be, coz it's an ex thing... not like i'm gona get a new laptop every month or smt... hmm kewl. and it's 17" too, and can intercept tv signals... man, the onli drawback is that it's using windows damnit. sigh, oh well, at least i can play com games and work a bit now =P

hmmm what else. my mum is still recovering... i think it's good that i can stay another week and tk care of her. hmm... i can teach her how to chat online... i can take my time buying things n packing. it's just plain nice. and the exact break i need. *beams*

hmm i feel... weird. i don't think it's gna b fair for e other side if anything happens anw. hmmm whoever that will b =P coz i'm still a bit fucked up. am so tired. it will b whatever it is, but still won't b fair =( no one will understand me. SIGH. i don't expect anyone too tho... 'sides for my sis of course... haha...

whatever. i'll see how things go. but i'm so fucked up, and i don't believe in old traditions. i don't think it should always be a one sided effort =P i'm so sick of that. haha i believe the traffic signs shud be given both ways too. obvious ones damnit. vague ones just don't cut it anm. i don't understand it =P i mean it'll save a lot of time n trouble.

Haha, cut to the chase. anw, i'm soOo not up for it rite now. unless i get a clear picture =P now is that too hard to ask?

shit. i'm not in the mood for anything and i'm just too tired right now. YEAH! that's rite! i need another reason.

go ahead, make your move.

coz... i'm staying put.