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2005-07-30 || 6:42 p.m. I just want to be hugged. It's always on the verge of screaming my lungs out, the one thing I ever wanted was that... I just want to be hugged. I don't really care what's going on around me. War, poverty, people's sufferings... I just want to be hugged. I don't care about other people's problems because I think everyone has problems. Why can't I be selfish and think of only myself? I don't care what the problem is, I don't even mind if there are no solutions to it... I just want to be hugged. I want someone to tell me it's going to be all right. Even if it isn't going to be all right. I don't even need anyone to tell me anything... Sometimes I just want to cry in somebody's warm embrace. Sometimes I don't want to hear the word 'why' questioning my every actions. I just want to let it all out and hug someone. I want a kiss. I want to be kissed. I want to feel the promise of happiness and I want to cry. I want to let out all my buried feelings. I want to shout to the world! I want to tell everyone my story from day one. I want to live and I want to die. In those moments of crying and hugging. Are the only times I am ever truly free. I want a lot of things. I'm talking nonsense. I apologise for the weirdness. Truly.
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