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2005-07-31 || 0:00 a.m. i havent heard from my uni. been on my mind even in lombok-bali. waitin to go back home cos i cant check my email only to go back home and found that e email ive been waitin for nv was. so when i came back yesterday i was totally disappointed. no email. and then boom. internet went down took me e whole night to talk to e friggin customer service bastards. basically ive got a router to share the connection between my com, my mums n my sis'. but sumhow, i can onli connect my com now. and thats after all e long stupid procedures over e fone to bring back my connection. i dunno wats wrong but i give up. MOAH. i tried everythin i could to share e internet back but theres nuthin my stupid brains can think of anymore so we're gettin a technician on monday. and then e stupid bastard who gave me half of my life. i lost hope on him and i truly truly hate him for what he is. fuck him he's givin me e MOAH. and loads of other small things that i jus cannot b fuckd to type. to sum up, ive got e MOAH now and after holdin for sum time now, ive shed sum tears again. argh. bastards. im realli questioning e purpose of life. why why why? and i dont seem to b gettin any answers. and what totally bummed me out e past few days is e fact that im not with my bunny on her special day. it's her 18th birthday today. i shall make another entry now as i dont want to put this in e MOAH entry. my head is still spinning
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